Sunday, December 1, 2013

***FeLlOwShIp***

An important part of Walkabout is the time we spend investing in our guests at Camp Eagle… and the time we spend with one another. The guests, the adults, the full time staff – wonderful friendships and conversations…. But my WA family… this has been a challenging topic for me since August.

For those of you who know me very well, you know that I am straight forward, blunt, and honest. I am not one to sugar coat, lie, or ease my way out of rough situations… so when it comes to making friends with 18 year olds. That is a TRUE challenge. Though I love each of my walkabout brothers and sisters… connecting with them is hard. Either I am too serious, too stern, too honest, or something. I am not the type of person an 18 desires to get to know, much less hangout with.

On a lighter note you will see that this trip to Lost Maples and Garner State Park for me was the most encouraging time I have had with any of my WA family. Like I said in my “run down” post about the overall trip… we were split into teams of 5 and we were to spend time with one another… hiking, free time, cooking, confessing, and relaxing. My group, my roommate and 3 young men, was absolutely wonderful!

As we got on trail the first day we quickly moved into great conversation and encouraging words. We hiked pretty quickly to our campsite, got our two tents set up, and cooked lunch all before our designated time to do so. I guess you can say we were excited and ready to spend time in fellowship with one another!

We had a “solo” time alone and read through the fruits of the spirits and the deeds of the flesh. The fruits of the spirit were to serve as an encouragement to see the areas we have grown in and a reinforcement of the areas we need to personally work on. My fruits that I can tell I have grown in are patience and love. Obviously, the other fruits are evident in some aspect of my life… but these two I can visibly see personal growth since August. The fruits that I need to work more on are peace and gentleness. These two are harder because of my style of leadership and my personality. Things are hard for me to hold in and not be blunt about… but I know some people can’t handle stern words or blunt truth. So I desire to find a way not to lie or sugarcoat to them… but to be gentle in my words. We read through the deeds of the flesh in order to think through those we struggle with and those we need to confess to the Lord and our camping group (read confession blog).

After we all finished our solo time, we decided to meet back up and spend the remainder of the day fellowshipping with one another through exploring the park! We went in and out on trails, along the riverbeds, up and down cliffs, and took many many pictures! Our group time was spent in a relaxed loving way of sharing time with one another. There were many times I gave God praise for those He placed in my group. He knew exactly who I needed to love on me! Let me tell you these were 4 people I have never really hung out with… this was done on purpose!

We also chose not only to fellowship alone, but to spend time fellowshipping with the other groups. So on our exploring adventure time… we made our way to our leaders’ site first (3 miles or more away). They were not there, but we eventually found them on the trail! After we passed our leaders we made our way to the next group we wanted to visit (another 2 miles away)… this trip was up hill and rough!!! But it was a lot of fun joking with one another and laughing through the calf cramps together J Once we got to this first group, we were greeted with love, laughter, and hugs! We were super happy that we were welcomed into the group. We joked around with this group for about 15-20 minutes before we decided we better head on to the next group’s site because it was getting dark. So we headed to our final group that we wanted to visit and fellowship with (1 mile away). When we got there we were not greeted as loving so we decided to leave after just a good minute or so. On our 1 mile trek home, we continued in our fellowship and laughter now in the dark going downhill! Though the last leg of our fellowship was not as uplifting as we desired, we were all very encouraged and ready for dinner.

During our dinner, which we ate 2 hours late because of our other plans, we discussed and had our confession time over the deeds of the flesh (read that blog). After dinner time, we laughed and told stories together until we were too tired to even stay awake listening to one another!

The following morning we chose to take a long trek (5 miles or more) together for one last round of exploring and fellowship with one another. I will say my group made me super excited to share life together. Each member contributed in an uplifting way and was so much fun. Our group totaled over 13 miles in the 24 hours that we spent at Lost Maples. And as I have said before…. That has been the best 24 hours of my Walkabout experience in terms of being a WA family!

Garner State Park was more focused on the group like most trips are, but the amazing race that I mentioned was for our groups again. This time of fellowship was FUN once again. We raced around together finding caves, painted rock, row boats, rope swings, putt putt, getting in freezing water, finding the dance hall and the list goes on. I was excited to spend time with these 4 people one last time before we returned to Camp Eagle!!!

Fellowship. It is important. It makes friendships grow. It is a time to spend with another person sharing life. It has changed my perspective of these 4 WA members. It has made me feel loved and wanted.

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